I don't stand and judge when I say these words, this is just what I am aware of as I watch or listen to some other healers.

Sometimes I watch other healers give healing and wonder how connected they are to their guides or the person they are giving healing to. I watch and feel that the healer might as well be peeling some potatoes; sad to say that some do not have true dedication to be a spiritual healer.

Some will be choosey over who they heal and say they don't like the look of that person or that they're not sure if they like their energy, and then say they have closed down for the day and apologise for not being able to do healing. I find it quite upsetting to see God's children treated this way and as for 'closing down', I've never heard of so much rubbish.

When a healer has finished healing they usually say a prayer of their choice or say thank you, but if someone asks for healing afterwards and the healer has time they will. They should always try and give healing as their guides are always available even before the healer is aware they might need healing.

There are also healers who are more concerned about how much money they can earn, I heard a lady say to another healer "when I qualify I am going to at least charge £50.00", and it still shocks me even now after all these years to know these people just don't get it.

I remember having a conversation with another healer in the church where I also give healing, where she was complaining that people should not choose what healer they go to, I was surprised of the lack of understanding and I simply said "if a person is benefiting from a particular healer than of course why shouldn't they go back to them?" They may have struck up a good rapport with the healer and that is how it should be, if only that healer would be happy just to know someone was willing to receive healing whoever it was from and even realise that the spirit world knows what certain healers can and can't do. My - what ego.

I remember offering some healing to another healer who was unwell, their answer was I will be fine but if not I can go to the doctors to get some painkillers. That said it all to me, the healers that don't have healing can't possibly really believe in it all. It also makes me wonder on what level are they working on or do they feel they are the only ones that can give healing, and maybe the idea of someone else healing them makes them question their own ability? Again it's the ego.

I feel some of these people crouch up on other peoples problems or weaknesses so they can understand their own or forget them. I am not saying they're no good as healers but they're not doing themselves any favours; if they are developing their healing abilities, or a healer who wishes to reach their full potential, they must work more on understanding themselves. We must have some sort of peace otherwise our channels get clogged up.

There are others who wish to be the best and become quite jealous of others and certainly make their feelings known. The sad thing is that the sensitive and well-intentioned healers will be hurt by the others and maybe give up on healing if it means they have to battle with someone else who thinks we are in a competition to serve God.

Many times I also see people gain their certificates and after awhile stop healing, maybe people think that healing will automatically change there own personal problems? If only they would hang in there because in time if you work with a pure heart then the spiritual rewards are given freely and these are truly amazing. It's not easy, but trust me your life does change for the better, in fact you become so well and happy it's quite incredible. This is said from my own experiences.

When I set out on my journey as a healer my life was disastrous yet I guess without realising it my intentions were pure, I kept going not wanting anything in return just wanting to help people through my own painful experience. I never blame anyone for my naiveté but as I decided not be a victim in life and truly understand what healing was all about my channels became clearer for my guides. And the rewards, well what can I say; I am on my knees because I feel so humble and small compared to the power of the Great Spirit.

Anybody that wishes to be a healer should consider who they serve. I know many healers with big egos who will not look at the spiritual implications of their actions, which is a shame because one day when they go through their life review after they pass into the spirit world - then they will be the ones faced with guilt and regret. When you don't understand what is right and do wrong then you can forgive yourself, but when you know the truth and do wrong it's hard to.

Be all you can be
Tracy x